... every day.. every hour of every day... every second of every day i slide a bit farther and deeper.. into the rabbit hole where i sooo desperately belong.. more and more fem... more and more submisive.. more and more.. sure that this is truly me.. where i only belong.. and that i am here to please.. no matter what that might entails.. i have not yet found my boundries.. and that terrifies me... and yet pushes me even further... and further.. .... ... ii all just feel soooo right now... xxx